Well it doesn’t take rocket science to realize that I got off track with my 30 day challenge. But do you know what my horoscope says today?
People are asking too much of you now, Taurus.
Ha! Like always, my daily horoscope seems to know exactly who or what is to blame for my shortcomings in life :). But seriously, I have been extremely overwhelmed with my emotions and obligations this week – but mainly with my emotions.
This is going to sound incredibly ridiculous but I’m saddened by the loss of love right now. Not of a particular person – but with the loss of my receptiveness of it. I’m struggling with accepting affection. Its driving me insane because Taurus’ are known for being strongly emotional and nurturing. Heck, my knee-jerk reaction to everything is love! But for once in my life, love and the idea of it has never felt further away. People hold my hand and I feel nothing. People kiss my neck and I feel nothing. People try to cuddle with me and I feel nothing – just numbness.
Its like I see people and don’t even feel connections. I feel like everything I hear from men is BS. Everything they do feels like a scam…so much so, that I just can’t connect anymore. I’m staring at people while seeing no one. I’m unsatisfied.
And no, I can’t just fake the funk in an attempt to get out of one. Taurus’ are very practical. Things have to make sense for us to be moved by it. So if I feel lonely when on a date, its not therapeutic for me to psych myself out and continue going on dates. Needless to say, all of my social activities have ceased right now. Someone can ask me to hang out via text and I’ll just roll over in my bed and ignore it.
Considering that Taurus’ are homebodies (and lovers of Netflix – this may be just me), my funk hasn’t been as depressing as it could be. But seeing how we are known to stubbornly cling to our own ideas and habits (in other words – I don’t listen and I hate change), I’m not sure how or when I will get out of the funk.
It’s crazy because Taurus’ are great at understanding the needs of others, but here I am unable to understand what I myself need. I guess its true what they say about us…we struggle with balancing emotions and intellect. Because my mind is telling me “yes” but my body is telling me “no” :(
My horoscope tells me I love traveling…and that I’m particular when it comes to finances and spending. But I’m broke this month and can’t afford to get out of bed. Even my horoscope is full of shxt…must be of the male species..