3:29 am ][ I’m in the mood.

My body is craving something sensual right now…something real.  I’m in the mood to feel.  My lips are yearning for moisture…for pressure.   My eyes are feigning for contact.  I’m remembering the feeling of hands on my waist…of trusted lips searching softly against my neck…of being pulled in close.  I’m reminiscing love…

my heart is begging to race.

There’s no doubt about it.  I’m in the mood to feel.  The first time my heart spoke this loudly to me, I packed up my innocence and moved to Chicago in search of something different.  But the last time…the last time I joined forces with my heart and sent out a smoke signal to Love.

I can’t tell what my heart is asking for – “love” or another “something different.”  I suppose in my case that could be one in the same.  All I know is that this routine I’m settled in is depleting and has me thirsting for something more.  Be it love or something else,  I’m ready to quench this thirst.  I’m awake now.  And I deserve more than a lifestyle of redundancy and monotony. I’m ready for change.

Maybe it is time to jump into another sea of oblivion.  Maybe its time to move on…

Nosy Josie  JE5

Photograph: work view :)